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Kickthestickz- Love Letter- Part 3
I had no idea. Sorry for not noticing your actions but I never know if you are joking or not when it comes to our ... relationship? I just assumed you were joking, as always. Now I know though, I can't get this stupid grin off my face and I'd be lying if I said I wasn't feeling light headed.
No matter how tempted I am to do a dramatic slow motion run into your arms, I have to ask a couple of questions first.
Where do we go from here? Do we tell our friends? What about our parents? Do we hide this from our fans?
One thing I do know though, is that you need to take me on an official first date. Since you're always gloating about how 'rich' you are- you can pay. It better be romantic Mr Kendall! I expect big things from a 'ladies man' such as yourself.
I miss you. It's soppy and stupid that I do because we met recently but I can't help but want you near me. I always feel like all is right in the world when I'm with you. God, I sound so love sick but it's hard n
Kickthestickz- Love Letter- Part 2Dear PJ
While reading your letter, I started smiling and I couldn't stop. It's funny how you can do that to me even when you are not here.
Yes, I do remember the time we practically spooned on the sofa. How could I forget? I remember it differently though. I remember wanting to wrap my arms around your waist and pull you closer, I remember wanting so badly to kiss you and I remember the emptiness I felt when you left my side. That night was painful for me. There you were, so close but I
could do nothing.
The thing that really astounds me is how adorably oblivious you are. I have lost count of the amount of times I pushed the boundaries of friendship so that I could flirt with you. The amount of times you've caught me staring at you. The amount of times my touches have lasted a little too long to be considered friendly. Every time I was about to give up thinking you didn't return my feelings you'd give me some small sign that gave me hope again.
I don't know what kept me going. After al
Kickthestickz- Love Letter
I know this is old fashioned and you always complain that you can't read my writing but no other way seemed right. I can't tell you this face to face for fear of your reaction and this way, you can choose just to ignore me and get on with your life.
I don't know how I am finding it so hard to write this. You'd think after hours and months of going over and over the ways I could say it, it would be easy.
Do you remember that time when all of our friends were going to some party they'd been going on about for so long but I was too ill to go? Even though you had been looking forward to it for ages, you stayed behind with me and we snuggled up on the sofa and watched films all evening. It's one of my favourite memories and every time I think of it I can't help but fall even deeper.
What I'm trying to say, really, is that I'm falling in love with you. It was a slow descent at first and then I started tumbling head over heels.
I could try and blame it on you. You
Kickthestickz - The adventure of lovePJ's POV
"We are going on an adventure!" Chris announced from his place next to me on the sofa, his body turned to face me and his eyes dancing in anticipation. One month ago Chris had confessed his feelings to me and although I had not been sure of my own, I agreed to give it a try. I had got used to Chris's spontaneous attitude by now and moments like the one I was faced with today were not uncommon. I regarded him, taking in his stance, expression and bright eyes – it was clear he was very excited.
"Lead the way" I reply simply. I don't bother to ask where (he wouldn't tell me and I prefer the surprise). Chris grins widely, grabs my hand and rushes to the door, dragging me behind him. His hand is reaching for the door handle when I sigh and pull him back. It's the middle of December and he is wearing a thin t-shirt, pyjama bottoms and nothing on his feet. He twists round so he can see me and I make a show of looking him up and down. He glances at himself and blushes before looking u
Kickthestickz - Hate commentsChris's POV
I sighed sadly as I scrolled down the comments on my new video. So they had found out about me and PJ huh. There were nice words and congratulations plus a fair few with people writing things like 'I knew it!!' and 'My fan girl heart just exploded!' which made me chuckle. But lurking among them were comments that broke my heart 'you're going out?! Unsubscribed!' 'Faggot' and more sinister ones 'You don't deserve your subscribers, go kill yourself.' They are stupid and immature and I know I should just ignore them but they are hurtful. They make me worry about PJ, what if he was getting the same thing? He found it harder to mask his feelings than me and I can imagine the comments hurting him more. My hand hovered over my phone, should I call him? Or will he just think I am overreacting? Despite my worries I couldn't deny I needed him, so I press the call button and chewed nervously on my bottom lip as it rings.
"Hello? ... Chris?"
I was momentarily stunned by how much I had
The end Warning- Suicide
So this was it, her last moments on earth. She had thought she might change her mind, staring across the endless ocean as the sun set in the distance. Perhaps memories would come back containing reasons for her to carry on living and she would lift up the oars and row back to shore. She realised how naive this thought had been, she was now so far past that point they seemed laughable. Any happy thoughts had been lost in the haze a long time ago, along with the days when she used to smile. Now all that presided in her tortured mind was acceptance, she was ready. In fact she needed this, wanted this, craved the nothingness and the release she would soon be feeling as life left her scarred body.
The gentle patter of rain jarred her from her dark imaginings and she watched with morbid curiosity as the rounded droplets splashed against the wooden planks separating her from the water. She had always loved rain and yet now she saw its arrival a
Kickthestickz - Bright Night - Part 10PJ's POV
I woke up from my nap when I felt people moving around me. Looking up I saw Dan coming down the stairs tugging a sheepish looking Chris behind him
"Come on, everybody out" he said firmly. There were groans of dissapoint from the small crowd
"PJ's tired" he reasoned but he glanced at Chris after he said it making the older boy blush slightly. I was too tired to wonder about it though instead I wearily began the long task of hugging all the guests.
When it was finally just me,Chris,Dan and Phil left I let out a sigh of relief. The party had really taken it out of me and a warm bed would be very welcome right now. Dan smiled when he saw my eyelids droop and pulled me into an affectionate hug.
"I'll get out of your hair now and leave you in Chris's capable hands"
he winked- well attempted to and then hit Phil when he laughed before making his way to Chris. Phil moved in to hug me
"I'm really glad things worked out between you and Chris!" he said smiling and my cheeks were tinged r
Kickthestickz - Bright Night - Part 9Phil's POV
When we got to the hospital to see PJ (after allowing Chris some alone time with him) we were informed he had been discharged. Dan was annoyed that Chris hadn't notified us of this change but I think they probably just wanted to get out of here as soon as possible. I patted Dans back to calm him down and he sighed
"Sorry ... It's just they both almost died and we have barely seen them" I smiled at him.
"I know Dan, but we can just go and see them now. They will be at PJ's house, I don't think
Chris's place is ... available right now" we both grimaced then Dan nodded
"Yeh, I'd like that" he replied. We left the hospital and took a taxi to PJ's place, neither of us making a sound as we remembered what had happened the last time we had been in a taxi.
When we arrived at PJ's door I wondered if we would be welcome, even though we are his friends and I sent him a text saying we were coming (to which he didn't reply) I felt bad for turning up unasked. Dan kne
Kickthestickz - Bright Night - Part 8Chris's POV
That was close, I nearly blew it there. Had I seriously been about to kiss my best friend? Well it was his fault for being so damn gorgeous! With that bed hair and eyes that draw you in ... I knew staying so close to PJ was going to be hard but I didn't expect it to be this hard! If it hadn't been for that nurse I wouldn't have been able to stop myself, but she wasn't always going to be there to save my arse. I had to gain some more self control and quickly!
He did lean in though... That's a point, why did he lean in? I was close enough to him as it was, was he experiencing the same cravings as me? I don't want to get my hopes up and see them crushed again; it's something that seems to happen a lot to me. Maybe I could test the waters, joke about it a bit and see if I get a response. 'Chris you have been doing that for over two years now!' piped up the voice of negativity that always lurked in the back of my mind. I'll step it up a notch then, and if I get a bad
Yes, Sir (Drunk!Levi x Reader)
A night in New York City. Supposedly the proud parent of romantic encounters around the numerous landmarks, gigantic blow out parties in the hottest night clubs, and the ritziest people found on every high end block.
Now, if someone could explain how that translated to you dragging a drunken Mr. Ackerman home, that would be just lovely.
Beginnings are the best place to start things, so let's roll back a few hours. The annual company bash was in full swing, the windows of the office's lobby reverberating with the noise. You weren't sure if a single coworker was sober outside yourself. Even the sullen Mikasa had a pink tint to her cheeks, and the company's President, Erwin, looked a bit tipsy.
The law-firm of Rose, Sina, and Maria were celebrating their fifth year of being an economic empire. The money couldn't be stopped from rolling in, and said circumstances meant bonuses. Everyone had a reason to celebrate the extra change in their pockets. You had planned for the event for an extens
Please Take Me Home - Sebastian x Neko! Reader
Living on the streets was not easy.
There was murderers, rapists, and not to mention the God-awful drunks that threw glass bottles at you.
But one could guess such was the life of a cat. A cat in Victoria England.
You gazed at your surroundings in disgust. Being in the alley of a bar was gross. You couldn't believe this actually happened to you.
One day you were taking a stroll in the park and lightly bumped into a man in a cloak. In surprise he yelled "Abracadabra" and poof! Your life as a human was over.
You growled bitterly recalling that awful memory. 'That stupid man! If only I scratched him with my claws maybe he would have turned me back...'
Sadly that wasn't the case because you ran away in disbelief to what just happened. You ran and and ran. You ran until your paws were bleeding. Until your breaths became diminished to hurried pants. Until exhaustion overtook your tiny body and made you succumb to a nightmarish sleep.
Coming out of that
Levi x Reader x Rivaille |Host Club| AUYou felt your eyebrow twitch as Levi and Rivaille both stare at you, arms crossed. They both sighed at the same time.
"(Name), we would like..." Levi began.
"...That stuff you commoners call instant coffee." Rivaille finished, and you frowned.
"Why can't you get it yourself?" You grumble. Levi and Rivaille both smirked.
"Well, someone broke an expensive vase." Levi teased, making you glare daggers at him.
"In all honesty it didn't even look that expensive." You defensively say.
"Hm, well, too bad isn't it?" Rivaille says, making you sigh.
"Do I really have to? This couch is really comfy," You say, motioning to the leather couch you were plopped on. They both shake their heads. You look away frowning.
"Either that, or you can yell." Levi suggests, making you look back at him confused.
"What?" You deadpan.
"You seem like the kind of person that hides their actual rage, besides you blatant sarcasm. If you yell, it'd be quite entertaining, don't you think Levi?" Rivaille asks, as Levi nods
Bucky x Reader Don't Play
“Ohhh how long has it been since we’ve been to the beach??” (Name) cried, stretching her tired limbs with every emphasis. Finally, they were all at the beach. The most magical, relaxing and vacation perfect place they could think of, and it was all thanks to (Name).
Clad in only a bikini and a long shirt as a cover-up, (Name) had then convinced Fury to give all the Avengers a decent vacation. And Bucky Barnes had been included because 1) She had a massive crush on the man and 2) Because she knew he needed the break more than anyone else.
Since joining SHIELD, he’d had it rough. All the other agents and personnel were wary of him thanks to his past as the Winter Soldier, which basically meant no one really trusted or liked him aside from Steve and (Name), and the Avengers more or less since she’d convinced them that he was a decent guy, for the most part.
And here they all were, ready to kick back at the beach in
First Glance - Levi x Reader
You sat on the grassy field beneath, your face turned ahead but your eyes not really looking at anything in particular. You felt the presence of a man beside you – the same man you had given your heart to.
Levi – it was a beautiful name. You loved how it sounded, whether it rolled off your tongue or his. It was simple, not a tongue twister like many other names you’d heard, no. Levi was short and sweet – just like the man who the name belonged to, you assumed.
You smiled a little to yourself. Knowing he was there made you feel safe, even a little flustered. But there had been something you always wanted to know about him – something you’d never figured out, something that had been hounding your mind for years.
He spoke up; breaking the silent air between you two. His voice filled your ears. “Hey, [First], are you feeling okay? You’re looking a little flushed.”
Your smile grew wider. You loved how protective he was of you. He w
Levi x Reader - All That Jazz - [AU]
All That Jazz
Levi x Reader [AU]
Ah, Friday night. You're hectic week at work was finally coming to a close, and you had tonight to yourself. Some of your friends would go to the club, others would stay home and watch tv, but you had better plans. You were going to go to your favorite coffee shop tonight and watch the Friday night entertainment. By entertainment, you meant the incredibly hot jazz guitarist that plays there every Friday night, Levi.
Levi wasn't like the other musicians that played at your coffee shop. Nothing he played was ever planned or repetitive, that's just the way jazz was. Improvisation. It was free, creative, and one of your favorite things to listen to. Sometimes he would get a little daring and play some blues or jazz fusion as well, which was even crazier. You would watch him play his beautiful music, drink coffee or tea, give him a generous tip, and once he was done at 11:00 you would head home. Lately though, more and more girls had started
Dangerous affair[Kidnapper!LevixVictim!Reader] Ch1
”[First name], honey, are you ready?”
I turned to the mirror in front of me and took a look at myself. My [hair colour] locks were perfectly curled, my cheeks were a little pink and my lips were red from make-up. The dress that I was wearing was black; it was close-fitting, it covered my arms and my neck, but let my legs be seen from the knees. I usually didn’t particularly like my appearance, but this time even I was pleased with how I looked.
”Yes dad, I’m ready.” I answered and walked out of my room. My father was standing there in a suit that must have cost a fortune, waiting for me. He furrowed his eyebrows as he was observing my outfit.
”I don’t think I’ll let you alone for a minute. You can’t dance with anybody, you know that?”
I rolled my eyes.
”You want to force me to listen to your dull conversations with those old men? No way.”
He laughed and took my arm.
”Of course not. But you’re too
A Kiss In The Rain (Eren X Reader) Modern AU
"Alright, that's a iced mocha for you, and a latte for me." A voice rang out, setting something on the table. You looked up from your book to see a green-eyed boy giving you a warm smile. You grinned back, and took your cup from the table as he sat across from you.
"Look at you, already knowing my coffee order." You said. He rolled his eyes with a soft smile and sipped his drink.
"I've known your coffee order for a long time, since we've been together for two years." He said, leaning across the table to kiss the tip of your nose. You two had both met in college, and immediately clicked. He was a year older than you, sure, but still. It wasn't such a gap, though your parents still disapproved. He was in his last year, while you were on your third.
You shrugged with a smirk once he pulled away. "Well, a big turn-on for girls is when a guy knows her coffee order. It may sound stupid to you, but for us, it means that you're actually listening and paying attention to us."
His eyes widened.
Levi x Deaf!Reader - Voice - [AU]
Levi x Deaf!Reader - AU
A/N: this is a really personal story for me and it took a lot of courage to upload this. I hope you enjoy. Please keep in mind, Levi might seem a bit OOC, but people tend to act differently when a loved one is going through something like this. Thanks for you consideration.
Levi perked his ears as he heard the front door being opened. He was tiered of cleaning the house alone, and was ready for (first)'s company. She didn't say a word, no 'Hi Levi' or 'Hey I'm home.' She simply put her keys on the counter, an indifferent look plastered on her face. This was defiantly off from (first)'s typical upbeat personality. She had just returned from a doctor's visit, and he knew there was something terribly wrong. He placed his broom against the kitchen counter, and made his way over to her. She couldn't look him in the eye, her eyes were glued to the ground.
"(First)..." He spoke, raising your chin to meet his gaze.
"(First), what happened?"
"...it's gonna happe
Kickthestickz- Love Letter- Part 4Dear PJ
It's fine, it doesn't matter, it's over now and we can be together. God, I don't think I will ever get used to saying that - 'together' it makes me feel delirious. Stop infecting me with your love sickness!!
Don't worry about telling people. If we tell anyone and they leave us then they clearly aren't the people we think they are. I don't care what people think, as long as I have you. I expect to be seeing that slow motion run into my arms next time we meet! You owe me one! Hey why not invite everyone to see it, that's one way of telling them that won't involve an awkward conversation!
A romantic date huh? I always knew you were a hopeless romantic! You don't know what you have got yourself into; it will be the best date ever. One condition though, if I live up to my name you have to admit that I am always right. Also you must do whatever I say for one day.Whatever I say.
I am perfectly fine with poetic PJ, love sick PJ and soppy PJ! Do you know why? It's because I love you, I
Teenage TaoismGiving birth is the closest I’d ever felt to dying.
Before that, my near death experiences had consisted only of my silent announcement of pregnancy—silent, being that my social media accounts were all deleted almost simultaneously and I never returned to school in the fall, saying without really saying that I had caught the malicious disease of “teenage pregnancy”. I’m sure the whisper spread in the hallways like the Bubonic Plague. That September, sitting at home on what would have been the first day of my senior year, I imagined friends I’d never talk to again saying “she was only seventeen, and so full of life!” at my absence in the cafeteria tables, as if they were attending my funeral instead of talking about me behind my back.
"Full of life," I had snorted then, folding a never ending stream of what had once been my own baby clothes. "Literally."
I walked around like a zombie for the months of my pregnancy, deciding t
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