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Kickthestickz- Love Letter- Part 3
I had no idea. Sorry for not noticing your actions but I never know if you are joking or not when it comes to our ... relationship? I just assumed you were joking, as always. Now I know though, I can't get this stupid grin off my face and I'd be lying if I said I wasn't feeling light headed.
No matter how tempted I am to do a dramatic slow motion run into your arms, I have to ask a couple of questions first.
Where do we go from here? Do we tell our friends? What about our parents? Do we hide this from our fans?
One thing I do know though, is that you need to take me on an official first date. Since you're always gloating about how 'rich' you are- you can pay. It better be romantic Mr Kendall! I expect big things from a 'ladies man' such as yourself.
I miss you. It's soppy and stupid that I do because we met recently but I can't help but want you near me. I always feel like all is right in the world when I'm with you. God, I sound so love sick but it's hard n
Kickthestickz- Love Letter- Part 2Dear PJ
While reading your letter, I started smiling and I couldn't stop. It's funny how you can do that to me even when you are not here.
Yes, I do remember the time we practically spooned on the sofa. How could I forget? I remember it differently though. I remember wanting to wrap my arms around your waist and pull you closer, I remember wanting so badly to kiss you and I remember the emptiness I felt when you left my side. That night was painful for me. There you were, so close but I
could do nothing.
The thing that really astounds me is how adorably oblivious you are. I have lost count of the amount of times I pushed the boundaries of friendship so that I could flirt with you. The amount of times you've caught me staring at you. The amount of times my touches have lasted a little too long to be considered friendly. Every time I was about to give up thinking you didn't return my feelings you'd give me some small sign that gave me hope again.
I don't know what kept me going. After al
Kickthestickz- Love Letter
I know this is old fashioned and you always complain that you can't read my writing but no other way seemed right. I can't tell you this face to face for fear of your reaction and this way, you can choose just to ignore me and get on with your life.
I don't know how I am finding it so hard to write this. You'd think after hours and months of going over and over the ways I could say it, it would be easy.
Do you remember that time when all of our friends were going to some party they'd been going on about for so long but I was too ill to go? Even though you had been looking forward to it for ages, you stayed behind with me and we snuggled up on the sofa and watched films all evening. It's one of my favourite memories and every time I think of it I can't help but fall even deeper.
What I'm trying to say, really, is that I'm falling in love with you. It was a slow descent at first and then I started tumbling head over heels.
I could try and blame it on you. You
Kickthestickz - The adventure of lovePJ's POV
"We are going on an adventure!" Chris announced from his place next to me on the sofa, his body turned to face me and his eyes dancing in anticipation. One month ago Chris had confessed his feelings to me and although I had not been sure of my own, I agreed to give it a try. I had got used to Chris's spontaneous attitude by now and moments like the one I was faced with today were not uncommon. I regarded him, taking in his stance, expression and bright eyes – it was clear he was very excited.
"Lead the way" I reply simply. I don't bother to ask where (he wouldn't tell me and I prefer the surprise). Chris grins widely, grabs my hand and rushes to the door, dragging me behind him. His hand is reaching for the door handle when I sigh and pull him back. It's the middle of December and he is wearing a thin t-shirt, pyjama bottoms and nothing on his feet. He twists round so he can see me and I make a show of looking him up and down. He glances at himself and blushes before looking u
Kickthestickz - Hate commentsChris's POV
I sighed sadly as I scrolled down the comments on my new video. So they had found out about me and PJ huh. There were nice words and congratulations plus a fair few with people writing things like 'I knew it!!' and 'My fan girl heart just exploded!' which made me chuckle. But lurking among them were comments that broke my heart 'you're going out?! Unsubscribed!' 'Faggot' and more sinister ones 'You don't deserve your subscribers, go kill yourself.' They are stupid and immature and I know I should just ignore them but they are hurtful. They make me worry about PJ, what if he was getting the same thing? He found it harder to mask his feelings than me and I can imagine the comments hurting him more. My hand hovered over my phone, should I call him? Or will he just think I am overreacting? Despite my worries I couldn't deny I needed him, so I press the call button and chewed nervously on my bottom lip as it rings.
"Hello? ... Chris?"
I was momentarily stunned by how much I had
The end Warning- Suicide
So this was it, her last moments on earth. She had thought she might change her mind, staring across the endless ocean as the sun set in the distance. Perhaps memories would come back containing reasons for her to carry on living and she would lift up the oars and row back to shore. She realised how naive this thought had been, she was now so far past that point they seemed laughable. Any happy thoughts had been lost in the haze a long time ago, along with the days when she used to smile. Now all that presided in her tortured mind was acceptance, she was ready. In fact she needed this, wanted this, craved the nothingness and the release she would soon be feeling as life left her scarred body.
The gentle patter of rain jarred her from her dark imaginings and she watched with morbid curiosity as the rounded droplets splashed against the wooden planks separating her from the water. She had always loved rain and yet now she saw its arrival a
Kickthestickz - Bright Night - Part 10PJ's POV
I woke up from my nap when I felt people moving around me. Looking up I saw Dan coming down the stairs tugging a sheepish looking Chris behind him
"Come on, everybody out" he said firmly. There were groans of dissapoint from the small crowd
"PJ's tired" he reasoned but he glanced at Chris after he said it making the older boy blush slightly. I was too tired to wonder about it though instead I wearily began the long task of hugging all the guests.
When it was finally just me,Chris,Dan and Phil left I let out a sigh of relief. The party had really taken it out of me and a warm bed would be very welcome right now. Dan smiled when he saw my eyelids droop and pulled me into an affectionate hug.
"I'll get out of your hair now and leave you in Chris's capable hands"
he winked- well attempted to and then hit Phil when he laughed before making his way to Chris. Phil moved in to hug me
"I'm really glad things worked out between you and Chris!" he said smiling and my cheeks were tinged r
Kickthestickz - Bright Night - Part 9Phil's POV
When we got to the hospital to see PJ (after allowing Chris some alone time with him) we were informed he had been discharged. Dan was annoyed that Chris hadn't notified us of this change but I think they probably just wanted to get out of here as soon as possible. I patted Dans back to calm him down and he sighed
"Sorry ... It's just they both almost died and we have barely seen them" I smiled at him.
"I know Dan, but we can just go and see them now. They will be at PJ's house, I don't think
Chris's place is ... available right now" we both grimaced then Dan nodded
"Yeh, I'd like that" he replied. We left the hospital and took a taxi to PJ's place, neither of us making a sound as we remembered what had happened the last time we had been in a taxi.
When we arrived at PJ's door I wondered if we would be welcome, even though we are his friends and I sent him a text saying we were coming (to which he didn't reply) I felt bad for turning up unasked. Dan kne
Kickthestickz - Bright Night - Part 8Chris's POV
That was close, I nearly blew it there. Had I seriously been about to kiss my best friend? Well it was his fault for being so damn gorgeous! With that bed hair and eyes that draw you in ... I knew staying so close to PJ was going to be hard but I didn't expect it to be this hard! If it hadn't been for that nurse I wouldn't have been able to stop myself, but she wasn't always going to be there to save my arse. I had to gain some more self control and quickly!
He did lean in though... That's a point, why did he lean in? I was close enough to him as it was, was he experiencing the same cravings as me? I don't want to get my hopes up and see them crushed again; it's something that seems to happen a lot to me. Maybe I could test the waters, joke about it a bit and see if I get a response. 'Chris you have been doing that for over two years now!' piped up the voice of negativity that always lurked in the back of my mind. I'll step it up a notch then, and if I get a bad
Punk!Levi x Pregnant!Reader - Confession - [AU]
Punk!Levi x Pregnant!Reader [AU]
It was never supposed to go this far. Never did you imagine you'd be in this position. Anxiety rippled through your body at the news, not exactly sure how to cope with the situation at hand. Your doctor had given you the news straight forward, you were without a doubt six weeks pregnant. You figured the fatigue, sensitivity, and vomiting were the results of a virus, but oh how wrong you were. Tears threatened to fall, but you used every ounce of strength to not break now, not here at least. The doctor began to ramble on about taking care of yourself, checkups, and everything else that comes with carrying a child. You nodded at everything he said, acting like you understood the situation. But you didn't. You were fucking scared. What terrified you the most though, was breaking the news to your boyfriend, the father of your child, Levi.
You had met Levi when you got your first tattoo at the tender age of eighteen. J
Punk!Daddy!Levi x Pregnant!Reader - Strong - [AU]
Punk!Daddy!Levi x Pregnant!Reader [AU]
A high pitched cry accompanied a hungry groan, causing Levi to want to bash his fucking head against a piece of metal. He loved his wife, and he loved his son, more than life itself. But having a very pregnant wife along with a rebellious one-going-on-two year old was starting to make him tear apart at the seams. Both you and Justis required a lot of his time and attention, making him push himself quite hard to help support you both. Work didn't help either, he always seemed to be busy and dealing with obnoxious drunks making spur of the moment choices with their tattoos. The man was lucky to have enough energy to crawl into bed at three in the morning, only to wake up at seven and begin a new day with his family. Still, he tried to not show weakness in front of you both, because he had to be strong for the two of you right now.
"Goddammit son! I just told you to not touch the fucking stove!"
Levi x Reader - Please Don't Leave Me
Please Don't Leave Me
Levi x Reader
I don't know if I can yell any louder,
How many times have I kicked you out of here
Or said something insulting?
"Agh, (first)! Why do you always have to fuck things up goddammit?! Do you see what you fucking did?! You ruined all my shit! Get the fuck out!" Levi exclaimed at the top of his lungs, causing you to flinch in response.
It was just an accident, but you had spilled his tea into some important paperwork he need to finish while dusting. Levi gave off a terrifying glare, one that cut you deep. Even if he was your lover, he was especially sour towards you, and that side to him never seemed to soften. It was the same thing day after day, constant screaming, and constant belittling. But could you really expect the short corporal to treat you any better? The man's been through a lot, so maybe it was in his right to lash out.
"I-I'm so sorry Levi!
Punk!Daddy!Levi x Mommy!Reader - Moments - [AU]
Punk!Daddy!Levi x Mommy!Reader [AU]
An exhausted Levi accompanied you inside your new home, his son in one hand and newborn daughter in the other. It took you enough energy just to walk into the house, so Levi was going to take over parental responsibilities for the time being. You were excited to enter your happy little home, the one Levi had saved up for so your family could have more room to live in. There was a large back yard, one that would be great for the kids to run around in, and four bedrooms. Unbeknown to you, Levi had no intentions to stop having kids, he knew he wanted at least one more. How the hell he was going to support three kids alongside you, he had no idea, but he was sure to do it. He never would have thought this back when he was single, but he loved kids, at least his kids. He still hated other people's shitty brats though.
"(First), need any help? Don't fucking trip again you klutz."
"I'm fine...just real
Punk!Daddy!Levi x Mommy!Reader - Target - [AU]
Punk!Daddy!Levi x Mommy!Reader [AU]
One of the things you and Levi bonded over was the mutual hatred of people you shared. You both weren't ones to enjoy going out all the time, judging eyes looking at you and your family. Levi wasn't your average looking guy, and people would often whisper what he was doing with kids. The words "Fucking Hostile" inked in cursive on his arm didn't help the stares either. Levi, though, was a much more loving father than most parents out there. He listened to kids his, played with them, disciplined them when needed, and loved them above all else. The fact that someone would make an accusation about his parenting based off his appearance annoyed the living shit out of you.
Today though, it was that time of the week, shopping Saturday. Normally, you'd leave the kids with Levi while you shopped or vice versa. The kids were begging to go with you both today though, so you decided to bring them with you and Levi today. The kids we
Punk!Daddy!Levi x Mommy!Reader - One and... - [AU]
Punk!Daddy!Levi x Mommy!Reader [AU]
A/N: This is a continuation of my story "Confession"
Much to his surprise, Levi really enjoyed being a father. At first he thought he would detest the smelly diapers, crying, and cheesy kids shows, but even thought none of those things were great, the joy he found in raising a child triumphed over all the negative aspects. The night before you gave birth, you and Levi had finally decided on a name for your son together. Justis, is the name you both fell in love with and decided on. Justis, even at the young age, was awfully fond of Levi. They were like two peas in a pod, and you thought that couldn't be any cuter. The famous Levi, known for getting into fist fights and having unsightly images tattooed on his body, wasn't a man to be swayed easily. His son though, was a whole different story.
Levi didn't have any family of his own growing up, so he enjoyed being able to give his son something he himself n
Punk!Daddy!Levi x Mommy!Reader - School - [AU]
Punk!Daddy!Levi x Mommy!Reader [AU]
A/N: Something to make you smile since at this point school has come and doomed us all.
There's a saying that goes "all good things must come to an end," and nothing vibrated in Levi's mind that day more than that little quote. He now worked as an artist in the mornings, leaving you and Levi with kids that needed child care. Luckily, there was a school nearby that had kindergarten, pre-k, and day care services. Justis was six and was starting his first day of kindergarten, Hope was four and started pre-k, and Justin was eligible for child care all at the same place. It was hard for Levi, having to trust some strangers with the well being of his kids, but you both could really put the extra money to good use. Having a family of five was nothing cheap. After six years of looking after kids in the mornings though, it was finally time for Levi to let them go.
Currently, Levi was outside smoking his morning cigarette, leav
Enough - [Punk!Levi x Prostitute!Reader] [AU]
[Warning: discusses prostitution and sexual situations but nothing beyond that]
You slid down the cold metallic pole. The music faded, and the stuffy, dark room erupted into cheers, catcalls and whistles. Immediately, you turned a heel and concealed yourself behind the thick curtains as the next performers strutted their way out. The choreographer, the sweet little ginger, Petra Ral, clasped her hands in delight, as your boss naturally looked unimpressed as usual.
“Perfect!” she cheered, grabbing your shoulders with a bright smile. “You performed yet another flawless routine!”
You chuckled and sipped the water from your container. “Thanks a lot. They seemed to like it okay.”
Your boss, Oluo Bozado, scoffed and flipped his thick, curled locks . “Of course, they pay money to like it, so they’d better.”
Petra rolled her eyes and shook her head. “Knock it off! She did great even without their approval!” She gave him a sharp
Punk!Daddy!Levi x Mommy!Reader - Days - [AU]
Punk!Daddy!Levi x Mommy!Reader [AU]
After being struck with a cold, you, obviously, weren't feeling your best. Your head was pounding, your throat hurt, your nose was stuffed, and you had no energy whatsoever. Levi, being the subtle gentleman that he is, had a good remedy for this though. With the help of his three children, he prepared you a lovely little breakfast, one he would end up serving you in bed. You had woken up alone that morning, wondering where your punk of a husband might be. But all your questions got answered when you saw all your favorite breakfast items along with a cute little bouquet of flowers the kids had picked from out in the yard. Justis and Hope presented you this royal treatment known as breakfast in bed, a four month year old Justin in Levi's arms.
"Aww...is this for me?"
"No, it's for the queen of England. Of course it's for you, you germ ridden dipshit!"
"We helped make it Mommy!" Hop
Kickthestickz- Love Letter- Part 4Dear PJ
It's fine, it doesn't matter, it's over now and we can be together. God, I don't think I will ever get used to saying that - 'together' it makes me feel delirious. Stop infecting me with your love sickness!!
Don't worry about telling people. If we tell anyone and they leave us then they clearly aren't the people we think they are. I don't care what people think, as long as I have you. I expect to be seeing that slow motion run into my arms next time we meet! You owe me one! Hey why not invite everyone to see it, that's one way of telling them that won't involve an awkward conversation!
A romantic date huh? I always knew you were a hopeless romantic! You don't know what you have got yourself into; it will be the best date ever. One condition though, if I live up to my name you have to admit that I am always right. Also you must do whatever I say for one day.Whatever I say.
I am perfectly fine with poetic PJ, love sick PJ and soppy PJ! Do you know why? It's because I love you, I
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