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Kickthestickz- Love Letter- Part 4Dear PJ
It's fine, it doesn't matter, it's over now and we can be together. God, I don't think I will ever get used to saying that - 'together' it makes me feel delirious. Stop infecting me with your love sickness!!
Don't worry about telling people. If we tell anyone and they leave us then they clearly aren't the people we think they are. I don't care what people think, as long as I have you. I expect to be seeing that slow motion run into my arms next time we meet! You owe me one! Hey why not invite everyone to see it, that's one way of telling them that won't involve an awkward conversation!
A romantic date huh? I always knew you were a hopeless romantic! You don't know what you have got yourself into; it will be the best date ever. One condition though, if I live up to my name you have to admit that I am always right. Also you must do whatever I say for one day.Whatever I say.
I am perfectly fine with poetic PJ, love sick PJ and soppy PJ! Do you know why? It's because I love you, I
Kickthestickz- Love Letter- Part 3
I had no idea. Sorry for not noticing your actions but I never know if you are joking or not when it comes to our ... relationship? I just assumed you were joking, as always. Now I know though, I can't get this stupid grin off my face and I'd be lying if I said I wasn't feeling light headed.
No matter how tempted I am to do a dramatic slow motion run into your arms, I have to ask a couple of questions first.
Where do we go from here? Do we tell our friends? What about our parents? Do we hide this from our fans?
One thing I do know though, is that you need to take me on an official first date. Since you're always gloating about how 'rich' you are- you can pay. It better be romantic Mr Kendall! I expect big things from a 'ladies man' such as yourself.
I miss you. It's soppy and stupid that I do because we met recently but I can't help but want you near me. I always feel like all is right in the world when I'm with you. God, I sound so love sick but it's hard n
Kickthestickz- Love Letter- Part 2Dear PJ
While reading your letter, I started smiling and I couldn't stop. It's funny how you can do that to me even when you are not here.
Yes, I do remember the time we practically spooned on the sofa. How could I forget? I remember it differently though. I remember wanting to wrap my arms around your waist and pull you closer, I remember wanting so badly to kiss you and I remember the emptiness I felt when you left my side. That night was painful for me. There you were, so close but I
could do nothing.
The thing that really astounds me is how adorably oblivious you are. I have lost count of the amount of times I pushed the boundaries of friendship so that I could flirt with you. The amount of times you've caught me staring at you. The amount of times my touches have lasted a little too long to be considered friendly. Every time I was about to give up thinking you didn't return my feelings you'd give me some small sign that gave me hope again.
I don't know what kept me going. After al
Kickthestickz - The adventure of lovePJ's POV
"We are going on an adventure!" Chris announced from his place next to me on the sofa, his body turned to face me and his eyes dancing in anticipation. One month ago Chris had confessed his feelings to me and although I had not been sure of my own, I agreed to give it a try. I had got used to Chris's spontaneous attitude by now and moments like the one I was faced with today were not uncommon. I regarded him, taking in his stance, expression and bright eyes – it was clear he was very excited.
"Lead the way" I reply simply. I don't bother to ask where (he wouldn't tell me and I prefer the surprise). Chris grins widely, grabs my hand and rushes to the door, dragging me behind him. His hand is reaching for the door handle when I sigh and pull him back. It's the middle of December and he is wearing a thin t-shirt, pyjama bottoms and nothing on his feet. He twists round so he can see me and I make a show of looking him up and down. He glances at himself and blushes before looking u
Kickthestickz - Hate commentsChris's POV
I sighed sadly as I scrolled down the comments on my new video. So they had found out about me and PJ huh. There were nice words and congratulations plus a fair few with people writing things like 'I knew it!!' and 'My fan girl heart just exploded!' which made me chuckle. But lurking among them were comments that broke my heart 'you're going out?! Unsubscribed!' 'Faggot' and more sinister ones 'You don't deserve your subscribers, go kill yourself.' They are stupid and immature and I know I should just ignore them but they are hurtful. They make me worry about PJ, what if he was getting the same thing? He found it harder to mask his feelings than me and I can imagine the comments hurting him more. My hand hovered over my phone, should I call him? Or will he just think I am overreacting? Despite my worries I couldn't deny I needed him, so I press the call button and chewed nervously on my bottom lip as it rings.
"Hello? ... Chris?"
I was momentarily stunned by how much I had
The end Warning- Suicide
So this was it, her last moments on earth. She had thought she might change her mind, staring across the endless ocean as the sun set in the distance. Perhaps memories would come back containing reasons for her to carry on living and she would lift up the oars and row back to shore. She realised how naive this thought had been, she was now so far past that point they seemed laughable. Any happy thoughts had been lost in the haze a long time ago, along with the days when she used to smile. Now all that presided in her tortured mind was acceptance, she was ready. In fact she needed this, wanted this, craved the nothingness and the release she would soon be feeling as life left her scarred body.
The gentle patter of rain jarred her from her dark imaginings and she watched with morbid curiosity as the rounded droplets splashed against the wooden planks separating her from the water. She had always loved rain and yet now she saw its arrival a
Kickthestickz - Bright Night - Part 10PJ's POV
I woke up from my nap when I felt people moving around me. Looking up I saw Dan coming down the stairs tugging a sheepish looking Chris behind him
"Come on, everybody out" he said firmly. There were groans of dissapoint from the small crowd
"PJ's tired" he reasoned but he glanced at Chris after he said it making the older boy blush slightly. I was too tired to wonder about it though instead I wearily began the long task of hugging all the guests.
When it was finally just me,Chris,Dan and Phil left I let out a sigh of relief. The party had really taken it out of me and a warm bed would be very welcome right now. Dan smiled when he saw my eyelids droop and pulled me into an affectionate hug.
"I'll get out of your hair now and leave you in Chris's capable hands"
he winked- well attempted to and then hit Phil when he laughed before making his way to Chris. Phil moved in to hug me
"I'm really glad things worked out between you and Chris!" he said smiling and my cheeks were tinged r
Kickthestickz - Bright Night - Part 9Phil's POV
When we got to the hospital to see PJ (after allowing Chris some alone time with him) we were informed he had been discharged. Dan was annoyed that Chris hadn't notified us of this change but I think they probably just wanted to get out of here as soon as possible. I patted Dans back to calm him down and he sighed
"Sorry ... It's just they both almost died and we have barely seen them" I smiled at him.
"I know Dan, but we can just go and see them now. They will be at PJ's house, I don't think
Chris's place is ... available right now" we both grimaced then Dan nodded
"Yeh, I'd like that" he replied. We left the hospital and took a taxi to PJ's place, neither of us making a sound as we remembered what had happened the last time we had been in a taxi.
When we arrived at PJ's door I wondered if we would be welcome, even though we are his friends and I sent him a text saying we were coming (to which he didn't reply) I felt bad for turning up unasked. Dan kne
Kickthestickz - Bright Night - Part 8Chris's POV
That was close, I nearly blew it there. Had I seriously been about to kiss my best friend? Well it was his fault for being so damn gorgeous! With that bed hair and eyes that draw you in ... I knew staying so close to PJ was going to be hard but I didn't expect it to be this hard! If it hadn't been for that nurse I wouldn't have been able to stop myself, but she wasn't always going to be there to save my arse. I had to gain some more self control and quickly!
He did lean in though... That's a point, why did he lean in? I was close enough to him as it was, was he experiencing the same cravings as me? I don't want to get my hopes up and see them crushed again; it's something that seems to happen a lot to me. Maybe I could test the waters, joke about it a bit and see if I get a response. 'Chris you have been doing that for over two years now!' piped up the voice of negativity that always lurked in the back of my mind. I'll step it up a notch then, and if I get a bad
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~Earlier that day~
I sighed as I was making coffee for my... boss. God, it was so weird calling the guy that; he's only a couple years older than me. Yet, he's one of the best working men in this entire business.
And then there's me, fresh out of college, and instead of going out and getting a kickass job somewhere, I am an assistant at Titan enterprises, working under Levi Ackerman. I can't complain though, as crappy as this job can be, doing all of Levi's orders, I get paid... a lot. Enough for my girlfriend, (f/n) and I to live in this amazing apartment. No, not any apa
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Rock a bye baby, in the tree top
When the wind blows, the cradle will rock
When the bough breaks, the cradle will fall
And down will come baby, cradle and all
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“ And if I kiss you, darling
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The room changed. At least the air did. You could feel him now, his heavy presence permeating the darkness. A warm hand pressed into your back, soothing your aching body for a moment. You laid still among your bedsheets, waiting for him to crawl in after you. Loki still hovered over your being, looking concerned under a thick mask of arrogance.
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You tried to answer before choking back a sob, dissolving into a deeper sadness. Trying to say it aloud made the pain sharper.
"Tell me his name. Tell me so I can cut his mortal string short. I'll make him feel a pain much worse than yours." Loki spoke through gritted teeth.
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"Yes...?" You said, drawing out the word as you stared down at the woman.
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Your eyes widened. "Why, is he sick or something?" You asked.
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Your concerned posture slackened. "He's always pi
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'And he's asking me for a raise? Tch.' I think unhappily before starting the car, pulling out of the parking lot and driving off to the place I was supposed to live in for a month.
"Oi. That's too fucking long. I swear if that brat breaks anything, I'll kick his ass," I mutter to myself.
About ten to fifteen minutes later, I arrived at the place. I pulled into the garage and parked in the correct spot before setting out to the elevators located on the far left. Once there, I push the button labeled 'top floor' and cross my arms, leaning against the wall directly across the door while waiting. The elevator stopped at the lobby and opened up to reveal a guy about Jaeger's age. He had an undercut; the
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Kickthestickz- Love Letter
I know this is old fashioned and you always complain that you can't read my writing but no other way seemed right. I can't tell you this face to face for fear of your reaction and this way, you can choose just to ignore me and get on with your life.
I don't know how I am finding it so hard to write this. You'd think after hours and months of going over and over the ways I could say it, it would be easy.
Do you remember that time when all of our friends were going to some party they'd been going on about for so long but I was too ill to go? Even though you had been looking forward to it for ages, you stayed behind with me and we snuggled up on the sofa and watched films all evening. It's one of my favourite memories and every time I think of it I can't help but fall even deeper.
What I'm trying to say, really, is that I'm falling in love with you. It was a slow descent at first and then I started tumbling head over heels.
I could try and blame it on you. You
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