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Chris's POV

I sighed sadly as I scrolled down the comments on my new video. So they had found out about me and PJ huh. There were nice words and congratulations plus a fair few with people writing things like 'I knew it!!' and 'My fan girl heart just exploded!' which made me chuckle. But lurking among them were comments that broke my heart 'you're going out?! Unsubscribed!'  'Faggot' and more sinister ones 'You don't deserve your subscribers, go kill yourself.' They are stupid and immature and I know I should just ignore them but they are hurtful. They make me worry about PJ, what if he was getting the same thing? He found it harder to mask his feelings than me and I can imagine the comments hurting him more. My hand hovered over my phone, should I call him? Or will he just think I am overreacting? Despite my worries I couldn't deny I needed him, so I press the call button and chewed nervously on my bottom lip as it rings.

"Hello? ... Chris?"
I was momentarily stunned by how much I had missed his voice and just stared at my phone while PJ called my name

"Chris if this is you can you answer please!"
I snapped out of my daze and hurriedly answered

"Yeh- PJ it's me"

"Hey Chris, why the long pause? Did you sit on your phone again?"
I could tell he was smiling as he said this and relaxed somewhat.

"Um it's about the comments on my new video..."
I said quietly, almost hoping he wouldn't hear, but his reply was instant

"You are not letting those idiots get to you are you?!" he questioned half sternly half worried.

"..."

"I'm coming over" PJ's voice was firm and I knew it was pointless to argue, that didn't stop me though

"No PJ! You don't have to, I just wanted to hear your voice"
I blush slightly as I say this and the voice on the end of the phone softens.

"You will hear it better when I come over" PJ said lovingly then hung up.

PJ's POV

I grabbed my wallet and rushed out of the door shouting a goodbye to my roommates, Chris didn't realise how well I could read him and I knew he needed me to knock some sense into him. I took a taxi to his apartment and rushed up the floors to his new home. I knocked on his door and it swung open to reveal a deflated version of my boyfriend. His eyes didn't hold their usual sparkle and the corners of his mouth weren't turned up. I pulled him over the sofa and sat him down before pulling him into a hug, holding him there as he slowly broke down in my arms.

"I'm just so worried they are going to take it too far and you'll get injured" Chris murmured his voice breaking on every other word. I rubbed his back soothingly but didn't interrupt him

"I love you PJ but I don't think we will ever be accepted. It would be better for you if
you just left me" I felt tears fall on my shoulder and pushed Chris away from me holding him at arm's length so I could look into his bloodshot eyes. I have to put I stop to this right now because I can't handle seeing Chris cry

"There are soo many people out there who accept us and support us! You are just focusing on the bad! Who cares about them! They know nothing about us and they don't need to, if they were true fans they wouldn't care! They'd love us as we are, like I love you just as you are and I never want you to change. Especially not because some ignorant dicks post mean comments" I finished angrily and found Chris was staring at me, love shining in his eyes. I wasn't done yet though

"And don't you ever say I'm better off without you again! Unless you think I'd be better off dead because I honestly don't think I could live without you" there were tears in my eyes and I realised how there wasn't an ounce of a lie in that statement. This time it was Chris who pulled me into a hug

"You're right. As long as I have you I don't need anything else" he whispered into my ear and I smiled. I leant back I bit to look at him

"I love you" I said passionately, he grinned

"I love you too" he replied before he kissed me.

From then on whenever either of the boys saw hate comments they just smiled.
Little bit of angst, little bit of fluff :D

Enjoy <3

P.s I apologize for not uploading for a while, stupid school work got in the way :(
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